Have you ever considerd killing yourself?

[Lucian]

When I die,I'll be back,haunting every souless humans with extreme
nightmares.teehee.Plus scarin the heck of you know who.

[MaDaM MoIw]

tommyjarvis said:

How did her seeing you make you lose her?

I was living under the same roof as another family and some "he said/she said bullsxxxt games got started and when I sliced my arm open with a butcher knife, I went to have medical treatment for it and they were watching her. These people told the police and authorities I left her alone in which I'd asked them to watch her and they said they would then, they lied. In all, it became a big mess.

I've owned up to what I've done. No sense of me being down about it all the time. When she's 18, I'm going to go looking for her and hope she'll be looking for me.

[Lucian]

jasette1970 said:

tommyjarvis said:

How did her seeing you make you lose her?

I was living under the same roof as another family and some "he said/she said bullsxxxt games got started and when I sliced my arm open with a butcher knife, I went to have medical treatment for it and they were watching her. These people told the police and authorities I left her alone in which I'd asked them to watch her and they said they would then, they lied. In all, it became a big mess.

I've owned up to what I've done. No sense of me being down about it all the time. When she's 18, I'm going to go looking for her and hope she'll be looking for me.

You'll see her again,that I'm sure of.

[Tommy Jarvis]

I wonder why leaving your kid alone for one night would even justify never letting you see her ever again... Ive heard of wors things...
On cops a girls was giving a guy oral in the back seat of his car while she had her daughter on her lap... her daughter was 4 years old...
The cop just let them go with a warning...

[Jason]

thats cuh-ray-zay

[Lucian]

tommyjarvis said:

I wonder why leaving your kid alone for one night would even justify never letting you see her ever again... Ive heard of wors things...
On cops a girls was giving a guy oral in the back seat of his car while she had her daughter on her lap... her daughter was 4 years old...
The cop just let them go with a warning...

Prob that's what he did to his daughter to other cop.Sick,totally sickos.

[MaDaM MoIw]

I do know the family she lives with, does take good care of her.

I too, have seen that show on COPS of what you're talking about.

Just 8 more years to wait and she'll be 18. Or is it 9 more years. Been so darn long I think I've lost track of time.

Guess when I lost all that blood, I lost more of my brain cells that I thought.

I do have a nice reminder on my arm of how stupid one's actions can do. I have to look at the scar every time to remind myself.

I wonder if those scar creams advertized, really work?

[Tommy Jarvis]

Thats crazy that you gottta wait that long...
Well sometimes we need reminders. I just feel bad for you when other people may see it and think youre mentally unstable even though you moved on from those days.

[MaDaM MoIw]

It would be nice to see how they've grown. Every time the back to school sales start, I do get a little sad. Buy a bunch of school supplies for myself but, I wish I'd be buy 'em for them. At least I know I'll never run out of pencils and paper.

[Jason]

haha!!